IN MY DREAMS I'M FREE

10:02AM - teenager

I climbed your arms
then you pulled away
a new cavity moved into
my heart today
the more I scream
the more it seems
that now I'm through
now I'm through
with the new you
I drove you home then
you moved away
new cavity moved into
my heart today
the more she sings
the more it seems that
now I'm through
now I'm through
with the new you
new you

finally.I'm caring less.

11:41PM - lebron ain't shit aganist the spurs.

we whupped that ass. WE WHUPPED THAT ASS NIGGA! spurs are back for the fourth.

Current mood: calm

Current music: incubus-1984

11:58AM - forget it.

I'm try to forget. What do I want in life right now? shit things are so confusing. I can't...forget. Just telling myself you'll get over it...c'mon buddy will make it through this.

Current mood: gloomy

Current music: mogwai

12:26AM

amazing how i've had this shit for soo long and before I used to write in it all the time. Now I barely have time to check my myspace or hangout with my homeboys. I wish I was a kid again....with adult privileges... it would never happen.

Current mood: bitchy

10:16PM - KID OPEN YOUR EYES...wow how long have I been asleep..

so its been awhile.I thought my last entry was the last one but I guess not.I'm not gonna sit here and write my whole life between the last entry and now but all i'm gonna say is that 2006 was fast like all the other years but this year I remembered more than the others.I'm still with christina and were great.A whole year with that girl.Amazing how I thought it wasn't possible.Its been like a normal relationship.ups and downs but always fun in some way.I love her.I work at this place called zachry constuction corporation.Its badass there.I'm going to Palo Alto now...............lots have happened.I read my old livejournals every know and then.They make me laugh and bring back memories.

Current mood: accomplished

Current music: staind-everything changes

12:26AM - always next year.

I just finished sobbing.
Spurs will do it next year.
-tear-

12:24AM - GIRLS ALWAYS GOTTA SPILL SHIT!

girls have have little coordination and its funny cause me and ashley were talking the other day and shes telling me that her friends were spilling all this beer and drinks on her and i'm laughing away and then my girlfriend does it..Today was fun and funny.My girlfriend makes me laugh.prom is saturday.Should be great.I get a haircut tomorrow...what else...OH EAT ROMAINE LETTUCE ITS GOOD FOR YOU.


we were watching gremlins on T.V. and christina starts talking about those furbies and how they used to talk and you'd be able to feed them by pushing their tongue and you'd have to feed it everyday by pushing the tongue...and then shes like it picks up what you say too and i'm like whatever your crazy i've never heard of a furbie like that and shes like yea its true then this conversation happened....

Christina: Its true! Its like those Ken barbie dolls were you shave the beard and then it grows back later on.
Greg:wtf..how can that happen its not even real its a doll.
Christina:psh its like those easy bake ovens....
Greg:uuuuhhh...your crazy..
Christina: nooooo really...its like those spoons that you dip in the cereal and it changes colors.
Greg: OK I remember something like that
Christina: look i'll show you beanah has some spoons like that and they change color when its in hot water.
Greg: OK finally something to prove...
Then Christina turned the water on and then it takes like 5 minutes for the water to start getting warm and I'm like losing it cause its taking foooorever and then she puts the spoon under the water and I'm waiting to see something cool and were waiting for another minute and finally i'm like Christina you should see how dumb you look holding a spoon under hot water waiting for it to change its color.
Then we laugh.

Current mood: amused

9:35PM - No more brace face

I got my braces off and yea finally after all my life.
schools been cool and right now in anatomy were doing a disection on a sheep heart.Its pretty cool.
Work at bestbuy has been fun but I need more hours.
I bored.I played that Godfather game for xbox and its freakin badass and my girlfriend hates it cause I tell her some excuse just to get off the phone and play it hahahah i'm such a BIG DICK.hahah I love you baby,I gave him the game back soooo no more playing for me.
I'm going to virgina in the summer.thats the plan.

Current mood: calm

5:01PM - Were not the north side,east side nor the west were the south side best buy and were the best!

haha yea thats our little gay cheer.HOORAY.
BESTBUY MAYN OPENS FEB.24TH IN THE CITY BASE.Come and check it out when it opens.
I'll be in the Media department.The best department about Bestbuy haha nah I'm like the car stereos and the fuckin T.V.s those are neat.
I woke all this week.Training.
Well man jah.
Go to the rodeo on saturday with my girl and my parents and then me and her are gonna go have fun and parrty.Thats the plan.

2:53PM - Die faster or die slowly.Die with shame or die with hurt.

Look how your surrounded by many frowned faces. They all look apon in disgust & disappointment. Sitting high above everyone and everything feels royal..Well look at yourself. They all point loaded guns * you have nowhere to run. Of course you could hide your face & move on but really would that make you feel better? They stare & you can feel the attention trying to avoid but they want you to break off. To just run off the face of the earth would be a wonderful way out but they still find a way to stab the looks at you. Think about bitting the bullet at night that'll send you to peace & silence from the whispers. You are guilty, feeling so guilty. Regrets and replays of what you should have done in your head. Alter your state of mind to forget about the problems for just one second. Then come back to reality with everything still the same but with a worse image of yourself. You've sunk because of this one incident. Bite the narrow bullet that hangs in the shed outside sounds so good. Cowardly death. If you could stand in front of the people that you did wrong and stare with enough courage till you gradually crumble & your heart breaks, blood would be spared. Can you die from lonliness & a broken heart? A one casket burial is all a am now.

Current mood: calm

Current music: lamb of god

10:08PM - man oh man.

friday imma ask her if she wants to go out to eat down by the riverwalk and then i'll ask her whats up...yea.I hope she considers..or even just thinks about it..it would make me happy and feel wanted.

Saturday my parents go to corpus christi and I will stay here and chill by myself watching movies...thats what I plan on doing..uhh and if things go good then i'll be watching movies with someone not just myself....but I think it'll be by myself.

I went to a youth group church thing today..That guy did have a pretty good point about the meaning of christmas and how we often put X-MAS or instead of saying "Merry Christmas" we say "Happy Holidays".The world is shutting out Jesus Christ slowly..and also talking about how the world made up the Easter bunny but really its the Ressurecktion baby..of Christ.The world is slowly shutting him out.hah.

Finals...piece of cake.
A's B's..thats what I got.

Current mood: calm

Current music: the taste of blood

3:23PM - HEY BABY DOES IT BURN?

yeaaa I dyed my friend's hair today.That was hard work..first time ever.haha.
Yesterday I took my drivers test and I passed the written and driving.It was a piece of cake.NA but I almost failed the driving test.She said that I barely passed and I was like wow wtf did I do wrong?But whatever its cool.
Today I work again.Tomorrow I leave to El Paso.
man I can't wait to eat turkey and chill with my bro and my little nephew.

Current mood: calm

Current music: nothing

12:03AM - wah wah wah

Money buckets or what?

Current mood: amused

6:16PM - hey baby.

November 21st is my birthday..its coming up.Were gonna party downtown at Hooters.So bring your boots and hats and come eat with me...or not.haha

Current mood: chipper

Current music: premon. of war

11:47PM - No Donnie, These Men Are Nihilist

Pride caused the fall.
Like the ashes you came from,
you'll burn the sky, and when you're gone, no one will cry.
Drown the towns with apathy, set our hearts in water.
Kill the scene with treachery, quenching all, all of our fires.
When you're gone no one will miss you
and when you're dead no one will cry.
Kiss your life goodbye.
You believe in nothing.

computers are gay.I destroyed mine and thought I fixed it but I didn't.I was fooled soooo I'm using my friends at the moment.

Current mood: alive

Current music: evergreen terrrace

1:20AM - WHEN BROKEN IS EASILY FIXED

man my computer was fucked up but with the help of my friend daniel giving me a little help out hint...I wrecked that shit.I'm a computer genius what can I say.hahah watch my computer fuck up right now.....YEA THATS RIGHT BITCH.My computer knows whats up.

well I just wanted to say i'm a computer genius and I fixed my computer by myself.
I gotta get a new AIM though cause that shit is fucked...thanks to you KEILE

we won our homecoming game..thank god.
senior week is next week and that should be fun.
I didn't go to between the buried and me cause I was tired haha.
Tomorrow or should I say today is Fear Before...of course imma see that shit.
OH YEA I SAW THE GODFATHER OVER THE WEEKEND AND MAN THAT MOVIE IS GREAT.I remember it being boring though when I was younger but yea I like it.
bueno..adios amigos

Current mood: awake

Current music: fear.

7:25PM - that little snitch.

Imma hit that lil nigga in his fuckin face.
What a hoe ass.
William why do you have to be a lil hoe wit it.Man hes got it in the face....basically.
I can't wait to see the look on this little bitch ass.

11:59PM - MAAAAAINE!!!

holdin that nine!
16 times if they want to bump and grind!

6 t.v.s with tha remote me and my two nephews actin fools lookin cool watchin Blues Clues :)

MAN OH MAN. Rap is fun.

Current mood: HAHAH

Current music: swisha house.

11:22PM - BOOYA!

JOY TO THE FUCKIN WORLD!...I FOUND MY NORMA JEAN CD.
:)
SATs ARE SATURDAY AND THAT NIGHT IMMA PARTY LYKE WHOA BIA BIA!

Current mood: tired

Current music: I killed the Prom Queen

5:01PM - What can I say?

THE ROSE YOU GAVE ME STARTED DYING WITH THE LACK OF CARE IT HAD. OUR LOVE STARTED FADING AS WELL. THAT DAY IT BROKE FROM ITS STEM AND I RIPPED YOUR HEART OUT OF YOUR CHEST,MY PAINFUL MISTAKE BUT NO REGRET. OUR LOVE FELL LIKE THE TOWERS ONCE DID. GO AHEAD PUT THE BULLET IN ITS YOUR CALL. GIRLS DON'T NEED BOYS LIKE ME. I'M EVIL, A TYPICAL ONE WITH AN INNOCENT APPEARANCE. I LOVED YOU BUT I ALWAYS LOVED HER MORE SAD TO SAY.THERES JUST SOMETHINGS YOU CAN'T DO RIGHT AWAY BUT WHEN THE CHANCE IS NEAR YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GET IT.

-me

Current mood: MOTIVATED

Current music: My Music